Sunday, March 1, 2015

Confused Christian

Until a few years ago, I hadn´t really thought about heaven and hell. I was a Christian because of the benefits it brought me in this life. However I began to ponder what was meant by Jesus being my Saviour. What has he saved me from? At that time I read a book by John Bunyan called ´Visions of Heaven and Hell´. Some argue that John Bunyan couldn´t have written this. Nevertheless it made heaven and hell more real to me. I realised then what Jesus had saved me from. It was hell. I was hungry to know more and read ´A Divine Revelation of Hell´ by Mary Baxter. I also went to a website called ´´ and started listening to all sorts of testimonies from people claiming to have had out-of-body experiences in which they were taken to heaven and/or hell.

These testimonies were filled with accounts of dead people (souls) experiencing the most horrendous suffering in hell. Could it be true? For my part, I believed the testimonies and it spurred me on to evangelise more zealously than I had ever done before. Surely, I thought, there is no other message so important to a person than that they avoid this place called hell. I had to warn people about hell and tell them that the only way to escape it was to believe and trust in Jesus. And so now I had a passion! I must try to save as many as possible. The Bible says ´whosoever believes shall not perish´. Therefore the onus is surely on the people to believe. Correct? After all, isn´t this the basic gospel message?

Since this basic gospel message was not being proclaimed at the church I was currently attending, I decided to try another church. So I started attending a Baptist church nearby. Here the gospel message was preached faithfully and regularly. To my mind, perhaps too regularly given the fact that the whole congregation was undoubtedly Christian! This church didn´t have the contemporary style of worship I was accustomed to. Instead, we sang hymns accompanied by a piano. In place of the often wishy-washy lyrics of modern choruses, we had hymns with Bible-based lyrics which had stood the test of time and which often contained a sermon in and of themselves. And the preaching was strongly Bible-grounded. And it was here that I began to learn about something I had only ever heard about in passing. Calvinism.

Calvinism states, amongst other things that God has predestined us to be saved and that salvation is entirely of God. We are so utterly ´depraved´ that we are not even capable of responding to God´s invitation to believe in Jesus such that we might be saved. God has to first of all work in us to enable us to respond to his invitation. Without a doubt, such a statement is based squarely on what the Bible says. It means that a person cannot ever lose their salvation because it has already been predetermined that they will be saved. So it´s a comfort and an assurance to the Christian. But what if a person becomes a Christian but then years down the line, jettisons their faith and denies Jesus. If you ask a Calvinist about such a person they will tell you that the person never actually became a proper Christian and therefore wasn´t actually saved. But of course by the same token, that could equally apply to all of us who think we are Christians. How can we be sure that at some future date, we too might not fall away? What was meant to be assurance for us has become the opposite!

Furthermore, if a person´s eternal condition has already been determined by God, what is the point then in evangelising? I think the only real answer to this is that Jesus mandated us to evangelise. Nevertheless, it´s easier to be motivated to evangelise if you consider that there is no predetermination and that each person has to decide for themselves whether to believe in Jesus or not.

To muddy the waters even more, I continued to visit ´´ and read accounts of people who claim to have been taken to hell. Some accounts reveal that there are actually Christians in hell. These Christians believed in Jesus but did not obey him. They trusted in him as their Saviour but harboured bitterness in their hearts, told lies, committed adultery etc. Some accounts even show Christians in hell for not tithing or keeping the Sabbath holy. If these accounts are true (and perhaps they are not), how can any Christian then be certain of their salvation?

So, today I find myself alternating (1) between my previous church (where my wife goes) and the Baptist church (2) between Calvinism and Armenianism thinking and (3) between works-based and grace-based salvation thinking. One totally mixed up Christian! Perhaps this is what Paul was thinking when he wrote ´work out your own salvation with fear and trembling´.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Bible versions

About 5 years ago I decided to seek out the 'best' translation of the myriad out there. At that time I had been looking into the Great Version Debate with a view to replacing my NIV (New International Version) for a more accurate translation. And this is what I learnt ...

There are two main types of translation of course: literal (aka 'word 
for word' or 'formal equivalence') and paraphrase (aka 'thought for thought' or 'dynamic equivalence'). Unfortunately there is no sharp dividing line between these types so what we have is a spectrum from the most literal at one end to the most paraphrased at the other end.

Literal translations not only attempt to translate the original Hebrew (Old 
Testament) and Greek (New Testament) words directly but also attempt to maintain the same word order. The advantage is that you get exactly what the original text says but the disadvantage is that you may not understand it! The most literal translations available today are for example the NASB (New American Standard Bible), ESV (English Standard Version), NKJV (New King James Version) and the KJV (King James Version).

Paraphrase translations attempt to render the meaning behind the original 
text rather than accurately translate each word. The advantage is that it is easy to read but the disadvantage is that you are relying on the translator's interpretation of the text. The most paraphrased versions available today are for example the GNB (Good News Bible) and TM (The Message).

In between the two extremes of most literal and most paraphrase, we have 
for example the NIV which tends to the literal end and the NLT (New Living Translation) which tends to the paraphrase end of the spectrum. I wanted a literal translation because I wanted to know that what I was reading was as close as possible to the very Word of God. The NASB is regarded as the most literal but because of this it can be quite hard to read. If it was hard to read I'd probably not persevere with it. So I decided that the NASB wasn't for me. So I was now down to three: the ESV, the NKJV and the KJV.

Now, many of the Christians that have influenced me the most, happen to 
read the KJV. I don’t know why this is the case. I thought that maybe I’d become a better Christian, just like them if I also read the KJV. I also began to find out that there are plenty of people who regard the KJV as the one and only "God's Word in English". These ’KJV-Only’ people will say that the KJV is the version that people were martyred for and it is the version of the great revivals of the past. They acknowledge that it's archaic but they argue that it's best to stick with the KJV and learn what the archaic words mean than to go with a modern "perversion" (their word, not mine!). And they are particularly dismissive of the NKJV because of its claims to be a modernised KJV. They say it is in fact a deception. They have many convincing arguments for their case. They convinced me and so I bought a KJV plus a little booklet explaining the meaning of all the archaic words. I still wasn't happy though because it was a struggle to comprehend the text in many places. I decided I should look into the other two versions. And so now it was 'NKJV versus the ESV'.

Now I already had a NKJV but one thing above all else put me off it and it 
was nothing to do with the text. It was the small dictionary/concordance in the back of the Bible which insisted in giving definitions for each of the word entries. Nothing wrong with that … until you get to words which actually don’t need defining and shouldn’t be defined! For instance: “dead” = not alive; deceased (and of course the ‘dead parrot’ sketch comes immediately to  mind!); “face” = the front of the head; “hand” = the end of the arm; “mother” = female parent; “night” = the period of darkness between sunset and sunrise. And there are more! It’s probably small-minded of me but unfortunately, this affected the credibility of the whole NKJV for me!

So, what is the difference between the NKJV and the ESV? (The ESV, I 
should say, is quite a recent translation, first appearing in 2001.) The difference comes down to a consideration of the original texts used in the translation of the NT (New Testament). The translation of the NKJV NT (apologies for all the acronyms which are now seeping in!) is based on something called the "Textus Receptus" (or Received Text). This is itself based on those Greek manuscripts which were around at the time that the KJV was translated. (It is also the basis for the KJV NT.) Since then, many more Greek manuscripts have been found which also support the Textus Receptus. However, in the late 19th and early 20th centuries 2 more manuscripts were found which pre-dated those which contributed to the Textus Receptus. The Greek text obtained from these 2 manuscripts became known as the Alexandrian Text. Bear with me!

This Alexandrian Text however differs in places with the Textus Receptus. 
Oh dear! So, the choice becomes 'minority of texts but oldest' (Alexandrian Text) versus 'majority of texts but youngest' (Textus Receptus). I'm probably over simplifying this. On the premise that 'oldest is best' most modern Bible scholars favour the Alexandrian Text and pretty much all contemporary
translations of the NT have relied on this text in preference to the Textus
Receptus (although footnotes often indicate differences). Incidentally, this is where the 'KJV-Only' people have their harshest criticism of the modern
'perversions'. They regard the Alexandrian text as a corrupt text. Most Bible
scholars these days however consider the Alexandrian Text to be the better
of the two. Now the ESV NT is based on the Alexandrian Text but the NKJV
NT is based on the Textus Receptus.

One final consideration is that the NKJV is only available in Americanised

English but the ESV is available in Anglicised English. After completing this research, I decided I had to get an ESV.

Fast forward to 2013. What am I reading now? "I don't care" I hear you say. But, if you've read this far, you clearly do care! Well I didn't actually stay with the ESV very long. I instead went onto the NKJV and in particular the 2002 'New Spirit-Filled Bible'. I'm not sure you can have a Bible which is Spirit-filled but at least it didn't have the silly dictionary/concordance at the back! (Incidentally, it does have at least one mistake in the text - Matthew 1:15 spells Eleazar wrongly as Elaazar.) But I didn't stay there. I now find myself reading mainly from the KJV with occasional dips into the Amplified Bible (AB) which, as a friend once said ... is the Bible for the hard-of-hearing!

Friday, January 4, 2013

Morning moon

Taken this morning with my recent birthday/Christmas present, a Canon PowerShot SX50 HS with an amazing 50x zoom. The white dot in the middle is Crater Copernicus. OK, I admit to using the 'auto levels' enhancement in Paint.NET but nothing else ... oh and also cropping.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Anuran amplexus

Walking through Penicuik Estate today, I encountered this amorous pair of anurans (aka toads) in amplexus (aka embrace) down by the river. Holding my camera only a couple of inches from their noses and then prodding them lightly with a stick, failed to deter them. The male (on top) waits for the female toad to unload her eggs at which point he then fertilizes them. Such an embrace has been known to last several days (apparently). Spring is in the air. 

Friday, April 2, 2010

Global cooling

We've had a pretty good winter this year in Penicuik, if you like snow that is. Even so, not many of us were prepared for another bout of snow after the clocks had gone forward. This was the view from the house (front and back) yesterday morning.